In preparing for an interview recently, I noted that I favour freedom over security.
There are all sorts of reasons why this might not be wise, but one that’s all too often especially true for me. It’s about the nature of ‘opportunity cost’, which is the realisation that taking the opportunity to do one thing, you cannot do a different thing at the same time (or at least not nearly so well). Choosing to do ‘this’ costs you the opportunity to do ‘that’.
Every evening there are a few hours when the day job is done, I’m not yet ready to sleep and I can choose how to use this time. This is the best opportunity to plan and progress towards my personal goals and yet I regularly accomplish very little during these hours. The hours pass, I sleep, and then days, weeks, and ultimately years roll past without nearly so much learned, achieved, or enjoyed as I might have done. I’ve often assessed and made a decision about what I’d like to do, ideally, then fallen into the trap of doing nothing of any value with the time (that will never come again).
Would more clearly defining ‘this’ – the stuff I want to do – help me avoid the drift into doing ‘that’?
I’m not sure it would (I’ve tried a number of methods and tools), even though I clearly understand the concept of opportunity cost. Even though my own notes show that I favour freedom and must generate my own security through good use of my time. Being motivated to do something is not the same as understanding what one can gain through the choice, then – at least not for me!
I’m delighted to have been successful in the interview, incidentally. It offers security and stability, so I’m consciously stepping away from a future with more freedom. Knowing this, I must be sure to work on my motivation and use my evenings more wisely!